June 27, 2015
I want to tell my readers more about myself. I attempted suicide twice in my life. When I was 19 I was in college I tried hanging myself of the loft in my dorm room with my karate belt. I had it round my neck and was standing on a chair. I slowing lean forward and the chair comes out under me. My toes touch on the floor and being partially strangled. I took the crude noose off and promised not to do that again. Years latter in my mid-20’s and I was struggling with the working world. I tried a garbage bag and rubber band over my head when I was asleep. I took the bag off my head told myself it was stupid. The issue was my ADHD wasn’t treated and made my mind go to dark places. Once I went on medication that train of thought was gone.